Tunnel vision

After falling in to somewhat of depression and anxiety over school I realized that I was making myself feel that way. I was procrastinating and finding things to do besides my work and when It came to the last minute I was freaking out and was overwhelming myself. After listening to a song called tunnel vision by Kodak black, explaining this struggle and his time spent in prison when he should be working towards his goals in life. I thought to myself this is unacceptable I'm an adult now and if I keep my behavior up I would put myself In a huge hole. what I do in the next couple of years will either benefit or negatively affect my future. where I'm from you either went to college, got a job or started selling drugs and i definitely know what category I will one day succeed in. This doesn't mean i'm not going to have fun or go out, but manage my time and priorities. "my MAMA told me,"boy make a decision", right now I gotta keep a tunnel vision. Work now play later or else or you gonna have  fun now and try to catch up to where everyone else is at. The amount of freedom was really something a had to control because i really was never on my own. But as an adult and student I had to learn and change my way of living so that I can that myself in a few years, shout out KB for setting me back on my tracks down this tunnel